Thursday, May 17, 2012

berlin in the morning and arrival in poland

the weather here is so cold! the sun was shining today but the wind was a bit too much for me and people in my group were laughing at me as my teeth chattered. we woke up this morning and had quite the spread for breakfast with lots of different breads, strange juices and milk, bacon and sausage (which are a bit different than american), fruit, and traditional german breakfast of cold cuts available to us at the hotel. our first stop this morning was outside of a famous synagogue which was saved from being destroyed during the famous "night of broken glass" or kristallnacht which took place on november 10th, 1938 and was one of the first widespread acts of violence against jews in germany. the architecture of this synagogue was very beautiful and it was very ornate. next, we walked to a cemetery that was destroyed by nazi's. they nazi's unearthed the bodies of those buried as they ransacked the cemetery. one tombstone remains and that is of moses mendelssohn who was a philosopher who attempted to secularize judaism and assimilate the jews of germany. it is interesting to see that in front of many of these sites stand german police that guard them, showing their importance and that security of these sites is still an issue in germany. we traveled to the silent heroes museum where the director spoke with us but unfortunately we did not get to stay long to look around, unfortunately. following this, we walked past a beautiful cathedral (i'll try to post a picture!). we continued walking and saw a memorial of a woman and child that is an overall memorial for world war two for remembrance and violence. one of the places i looked forward to visiting was the sight of the book burning. this occurred in the spring of 1933, where thousands of germans united and burned upwards of 25,000 books written by jewish authors. there is something to be said for the symbolism of the burning of the books as it turn out to be the horrifying fate of the jewish people. there is a quote from german poet heirich heine, "Wherever they burn books they will also, in the end, burn human beings.” an ominous quote, as it was written before the 1900's. we got back on the bus and traveled to the  memorial to homosexuals persecuted under nazism. this was an odd memorial as it was a giant concrete block with a small window. when you looked in the window a film played in black and white demonstrating homosexual couples kissing. i'm not sure how i feel about this representation as it solely focuses on the sexuality of homosexual relationships, when we know, like an relationship, there is much more to it than that. also, the small viewing window appeared to be making it a sort of privacy. the video as well as the memorial did not seem to connect to the holocaust that much. when i thought about it some more it was actually very interesting to me to see germany's representation of homosexuality as it is still a current issue in their country, much like it is an issue in ours. we walked across the street where we viewed the holocaust memorial. as we crossed the street we also crossed over the bricks that symbolize where the berlin wall once was. very interesting. it is hard to describe the holocaust memorial as it is a vast amount of concrete blocks. when you look from the street they appear to be the same height. however, as you walk through this "maze" some get very tall and you can almost get lost. it's like i didn't know what i was getting myself in to, much like the jewish people. another thing many members of our group found interesting and almost disturbing was the fact that children were running around playing hide and go seek. however, after listening to henry speak to us later about how after he wasn't allowed to attend school any more (nuremberg laws) he used to play in the graveyard, it added a new and almost fitting perspective. we saw the gateway to berlin, the brandenburg gate and as we stood in front we saw the funniest thing; a "cart"/"bus"/"multicycle" with about 8 men "drove by" singing at a traveling bar at which they drank while they peddled. very hard to describe. i am going to try and draw a picture to show my parents but i thought it was hilarious but unfortunately was unable to get a picture. boarded the bus and headed to lunch where i had my first gyro! i had to use the restroom desperately but the line was very long, so i went in to the men's room and when the other members of our group tried to tell the german civilian there were girls in there, he did not understand... needless to say, it was slightly awkward, urinals and all :P on a side note, the german people were not very friendly to us as they saw we were a huge american group of tourists. anyway, off to poland we went! we stopped after about 2 hours of driving when we reached the border. we exchanged some money to polish currency, zloty. we boarded the bus again and listened to one of the survivors, henry, speak to us about his childhood from 1930-1940. we stopped for dinner and then continued our journey to our hotel. we arrived at about 11:30 our time, debriefed, got settled, and here i am! it is 2:00 here and i have to be up at 7:00 so i will end this post here.
goodnight (from krakow, poland!)
-jill
the synagogue that was saved.

the only tombstone remaining, belonging to philosopher moses mendelssohn.

beautiful cathedral!

the world war two memorial of mother and child.

the gateway to berlin.

where the berlin wall once was.
(it's the row of bricks running through the middle of the road)

memorial to homosexuals persecuted under nazism.
people are peering through a small window that played the film.


inside the holocaust memorial.

holocaust memorial.

if you click on the picture, you can see it bigger.
feel free to comment, i like to read them (:
auschwitz tomorrow, wish me luck.

Wednesday, May 16, 2012

greetings from berlin & time traveling

after a long flight with little sleep we arrived in frankfurt where we had to go through german customs and then wait for our next flight to berlin. the flight to berlin was only about an hour and i slept almost the entire time as it was a much quieter plane than the previous 7 hours flight with a crying baby and a tight squeeze. after grabbing our luggage we met up with our israel tour guides and boarded our HUGE bus to a city that had many symbols of what once was. we went off exploring for a few minutes and asked some kind german citizens a few questions about translations and their feelings toward some of the signs that hung reading and depicting the nuremberg laws. we were fortunate enough to run in to a gentleman and his wife who told us their story. i was fortunate enough to record it, as he is a survivor returning for the first time on his own to search through his personal family history. he told of how his grandmother saved his life and how when they came to take his family away from his house an s.s. officer made them stop. the s.s. officer had been their family doctor. it was a very moving story but that is my mini summary. we got back on the bus and headed to grunewald train station, which was the sight of many jewish transports. along the tracks there are dates written alongside numbers followed by the word jude (symbolizing the number of jews deported) and then the camp that they went to. at first the numbers i saw were small, 30 jews, 40 jews, but as i moved down the track the numbers rapidly increased to the 1,000's. i was trying to picture and feel the emotion but the bitterness of the german weather and the fatigue were slightly overwhelming unfortunately. henry silberstern, one of the survivors traveling with us told us stories of what the germans told the jews about where they were going. lies to get them to go along. it was sickening. we boarded the bus again and headed to wansee, a wealthy area of berlin. wansee once hosted some of the most high up officials of the nazi regime to come up with "the final solution." unfortunately we only were given about half an hour to tour the property inside and out. the inside was set up sort of like a museum with so much to read i could have been there for hours! it was hard to pick and choose what to read but the letters were of particular interest to me, as well as the racial ideologies depicted in nazi propaganda. my time was cut short and i was actually the last person to leave the villa as they were set to close at 6:00 and the employee had to ask me twice to leave so they could shut down for the day (whoops :P). we headed back to our hotel (about a 40 minute drive), checked in, and had about an hour to nap, get settled, or shower (which is what myself and my roommate laura decided to do). the thing about this hotel is (two things actually) it makes no sense and it is not fit for clumsy people like myself. it is a very odd shaped hotel with room numbers out of order and strange wings. very easy to get lost! not only that but there are strange ledges everywhere where you have to step up or down and i've learned to pay attention to them after tripping about 10 times! (typical me!). after getting lost, we found our way upstairs for dinner, which was absolutely delicious! i stepped out of my comfort zone and tried a lot of new things and i was pleasantly surprised. we had a lot of options to choose from and dessert was just as good. the food here is a lot of carbs, so i am trying to be careful, but the bread is absolutely phenomenal. we listened to a lecture following dinner but most of the group was fairly tired so they let us go a little early and here i am! 


one other thing i wanted to post about is what i like to call "time traveling." not only today did i travel through time zones, i also traveled back through history. the hardest thing for me today was understanding how life goes on in these places that i know to have so much history related to such an evil time. to see life carry on in berlin, it makes sense to me, but it is still hard to wrap my head around. to see children playing in the streets where thousands of jews were taken away from their homes and eventually sent to their deaths was hard to grasp but this is only the beginning. i am trying my best to open my mind and let myself go back in time to truly feel but that small factor is a speed bump i need to overcome.


that's all i've got for tonight. i'm going to try and get some rest as they will wake us up at 6:30 tomorrow.
-jill
one of the signs with a nuremberg log stating that jews are not allowed to sit on park benches.

plaques on the ground in front of the home that the weiss family once lived in and was deported from (with the date of their deportation).

grunewald train station
24 jews deported to auschwitz on the 19th of march 1944


grunewald train station
roses and yahrzeit candles at the tracks

the front of the wansee villa

sorry i can't rotate the picture but if you look at the right side the 11,000,000 symbolizes the number of jews slated to be killed in the "final solution"

nazi propaganda showing the differences between aryans and jews and passing down their "traits."

Tuesday, May 15, 2012

greetings from toronto!

currently at the toronto airport waiting for our flight to depart to frankfurt, germany. we had a fantastic send off this morning where i was able to read allowed to the group an excerpt from "Angie's Story" which was written by holocaust survivor angie suss paul who passed away a few years ago. i was fortunate enough to hear angie speak and be touched by her story in middle school, so it was a great honor to read her story today. we left rochester on a big coach bus to toronto and met up in conference room at the airport to be introduced to sally wasserman, one of the survivors who will be traveling with us. we took the monorail to our terminal and had to check our bags. unfortunately, i did not realize they weighed carry ons and mine was overweight, so i had to move most of my things to my suitcase to compensate for my heavy laptop that i wanted to keep in the carry on. needless to say, i was slightly frantic! but all is well now. we are sitting at our gate playing the card game "b.s." (aka bullshit). wish me luck on the plane (i'll need it!). i hate flying and am a nervous wreck but at least i have plenty of friends around to help!
that's all for now! sorry for an uneventful post, but it has been a fairly uneventful day.
-jill

Monday, May 14, 2012

orientation day

today was our first day completely together with the nazareth students as well as the hobart and william smith students. i'm trying my best to learn names but it is hard as i didn't know anyone going in to this trip. i am so excited about our team and finally am beginning to believe previous marchers when they say that we will become like family. tonight is my last night in my dorm room and i am sharing it with 2 girls from william and smith (tori who is from connecticut, and margaret who is from kentucky). today we got together and met up with different partners and were asked questions about why we wanted to go on this trip, what issues that we hold close to our hearts regarding social injustice, and how we will tie our faith in to this trip now and how it relates to the holocaust. we then got in to larger groups and shared what we were scared about, what we were excited about, and a few words to describe our current feelings. after dinner we listened to president braveman speak about the comparison between the holocaust and american slavery as it is a topic that hits close to home for many of our students within our diverse group. at one point in his talk he discussed passover seder and the emphasis on jewish slavery in egypt which i've thought about before but not nearly as in depth as i made connections tonight, as most of the time focus is on the holocaust. following president braveman's "lecture," professor dobkowski (from hws) took us back to a story of a jewish man who graduated medical school days before he was deported to auschwitz and the significance of that, as he took us back in the past to a picture. next dr. nowak (naz) brought us in to the future and shared her hopes for the trip with us. after all of that a few of the naz students and the hws students we are hosting for the night decided to take a walk in to the village since the weather was so nice and check out the new frozen yogurt shop, yotality. we got back at around 10:00 and then hung out in the lounge for a little talking and watching tv and funny youtube videos-typical college kid things to do! it was a lot of fun meeting some of the hws kids and starting to form friendships and i am really looking forward to getting to know everyone even better!


calling it a night even though i'll hopefully be able to sleep on the bus and plane tomorrow. our big send off is at 9:00 where i will say goodbye to my parents before i embark on this incredible journey!


if you would like to check out the school blog as well the link is:http://blogs.naz.edu/the_march/2012/05/welcome-to-the-blog.html (i personally will not be posting on here but a few selected other students will periodically)


i'll try to post tomorrow but no guarantees as we will be traveling (which means i probably wont have anything to exciting to report anyway!)
goodnight,
jill